與房間的戰爭

　
　
　
假期尾聲總是面臨同樣難題，對於那些舊物的存去，傷透腦筋，幾經掙扎只好請出理性的自己。捺心狀若無視丟棄的瞬間，其實只是太怕遺忘。生命中太多細碎的微物牽心，反過來思考，無論如何也要背負的為何？


清理半天，兩櫃只剩一櫃，細膩的仍然收著，面對告別的再複頌一遍那些從前，合掌感謝。再見。

　
　
　
　

大將

　
　
　
不同的故事卻一直失去我心愛的角色，那種強悍而優雅(或嘻笑)的，令人不捨，卻悟得英雄終會退場，而小輩必須成長的pattern。我能如此茁壯並強大的足以為所保護的東西而犧牲嗎？
　
　
　
　
　

蛋殼世界

　
　
　
就這樣跳著跳著
也許有一天，他們就會膩了這種單腳跳黃的日子
開始好好走路



雖然我們將過程歸因於個人造化，
但緣分這兩個字怎麼這麼好用呢；
就差一點點你把嘆氣呵化成菸圈，
讓我想起了一個從一而終的玩笑。


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你也不是真的想說那些話
你是嗎？你是嗎？
你細碎的收藏
可是又不寶貝
就隨便一張兩張夾在透明書墊下
說出來變成了一種紀念意味
可惜不是舊情人給的那種紀念
就實質上還傾向於來自股東會
粗糙且氾濫


我們製造出來的垃圾還不夠多嗎？




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第三段給自己：




我知道我愛的是誰。

A Father Prayer

　
　
　
　
　A Father Prayer by General Douglas MacArthur (May 1952)



Build me a son, O Lord, who will be strong enough to know when he is weak, and brave enough to face himself when he is afraid; one who will be proud and unbending in honest defeat, and humble and gentle in victory.

Build me a son whose wishbone will not be where his backbone should be; a son who will know Thee ?and that to know himself is the foundation stone of knowledge.

Lead him I pray, not in the path of ease and comfort, but under the stress and spur of difficulties and challenge. Here let him learn to stand up in the storm; here let him learn compassion for those who fail.

Build me a son whose heart will be clear, whose goal will be high; a son who will master himself before he seeks to master other men; one who will learn to laugh, yet never forget how to weep; one who will reach into the future, yet never forget the past.

And after all these things are his, add, I pray, enough of a sense of humor, so that he may always be serious, yet never take himself too seriously. Give him humility, so that he may always remember the simplicity of true greatness, the open mind of true wisdom, the meekness of true strength.

Then, I, his father, will dare to whisper, have not lived in vain.

　

Just do it

　　













很多東西我並不是不要
只是必須先收著
整
齊
請乖乖坐在那裡
(亦無關捨得的話題)
我有更重要的事情必須進行
　


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我仍有很多的不擅長比如
要怎樣把照片拍的孤單
偏光一點點你跟你的眼睛還是比較專業
我怎麼都學不會


了解到我不能什麼都要的那一天我確實失落的想哭
到底出於驕傲還是貪婪或只是天真的可以呢?
慶幸的是天空越來越大我有點害怕卻不可遏止的興奮












You never know how far you can make.
一步一腳印多安心。